Its been a tough day and I've been trying to count my blessings/ be thankful, but its a struggle. Of course my loveliest housemate B offered to drive me to school, and I had surprise dinner from K, but even still I find myself unnecessarily irritable. I think I know why but I will choose to ignore it - its a weak mentality to have, and I know I can do better than this.
Looking back, I think I've changed too much. I would never wait for anybody - it was a 'do my own thing' mentality. Of course its a dangerous mentality to have, and I'm glad I don't believe in that any more, but I also thing I have deviated too far from it. I think I have to withdraw a bit just to be safe.
"calm down, deep breaths, and get yourself dressedinstead of running around and pulling on your threads and
breaking yourself up
if its a broken part, replace it
if its a broken arm, then brace it,
if its a broken heart, then face it.
and hold your own,
know your name
and go your own way
and everything will be fine"
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