Looking at where my friends bck at home stand is quite interesting. Is it odd that Im no longer into the clubbing scene :S that I sort of just want to settle down and live away from that scene. That Im so excited to do things that may not be conventional LOL like run a marathon or learn how to sew or cook lunch for my daddy everyday so I cn fix his hypertension problems :P to enjoy slower music ... Even classical , instead of trance, dubstep and whatever mainstream ? Its kind of uncomfortable because I know my friends at home and I share so many differences, and that they may not understand and judge, but thats okay too. This isnt meant to sound selfrighteous in any way, I just DONT find meaning in some things that I enjoyed before. 10 years from now I want to look back nd be happy with the things ive done and achieved and not regret missing the opportunity to do things. I hope I reflect you well Jesus .

Baby gretchen will never die, but haha Im getting old