only tonight do i realize that in comparison, i am not a girl who is full of sweet words.
i cannot muster the cheese to tell someone how good looking they are all the time, even when i think theyre the most beautiful thing i know, or tell them that theyre important to me even when i know i go back to thinking about them all throughout my day. i do not tell them why i love them even though i could probably think of more than a hundred.

only on nights like tonight would i let a reason as silly as this to flood me with doubts. but its happening .

"You ever having a rough time, I'll brighten your day. Promise."
thanks old friend , thanks for being such a blessing .