i hope to remember this moment forever . there is something nostalgic about the fact that i am alone in this house again , and the weather is warm , my windows are open , im blaring tiesto and studying . reminds me of events that happened a year ago - i cant believe its been a year already . interestingly enough , although i have finally let him go , just thinking about last summer still hurts . i was silly , i really gave all my love away , everything , so this will take a while to recover . Father take this away from me . 

it smells like summer rain .

i love the smell of summer rain .