"you of little faith, why did you doubt?"

every single time Jesus says this i think i fall in love with Him a little more . He's scolding the people (and I) out of love and compassion and He's aching for people to stop doubting . 

& every time Jesus 'takes ___ by the hand' to heal/raise them from the dead i cant help but feel a little jelly because i want Him to take me by the hand too . 

would i chose to be deaf, blind, or sick for a lifetime just to have a full encounter with Christ? easier said than done now, but i think i would - that one moment would be so unimaginable and overwhelming. More and more i am beginning to see that trials and tribulations are the real blessings.

With each passing day I am falling more and more in love with Jesus - i dont want this to ever end :3 . i am so excited (and fearful) for the day i see Him .