i think i have a tendency for feeling like im really weird . going back to a couple posts back - that forever alone post LOL - i always feel like its nearly impossible to find someone with enough patience, acceptance, and etcetc . of course its not like i dont have friends (LOL) and my housemates/ those whom i have shared to think im crazy for thinking this way but i feel like its a completely different ball game once its past being friends . its just the way i think naturally , and so it becomes sort of a chore to have to remind myself every time i think this but .

1 - Gods grace is and will forever be sufficient
2 - expectation is a setup for disappointment

lol what a pointless post , my posts are starting to lack quality - LOL substitute for twitter :(