perhaps i am asking for too much. all i wanted was support or somebody to tell me there will always be brighter days. i didnt need you to tell me the facts or to suck it up cause my life is just as difficult as everyone elses - i already know that myself.
i suppose ive underestimated this , and overestimated myself. truthfully i wish you were here . not a figment of the things you say or what you mean but all of you - past you, present you, future you - if that even makes sense.
i suppose this really is too much to ask for. and all of this is impossible. i shouldnt be emotionally vomiting all this crap out but i am so sick of this place and so sick of biochem.
OH WELL . i have finished the first episode of bones and it has served itself as entertainment and something to take my mind off things. back to biochem.
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