3:37AM, its late i know - but at this moment i am overflowing with thankfulness . God has placed the most amazing people in my life.

firstly its my family. nothing much happened today but just talking about my family with a.ho almost brought me to tears . i miss them and honestly just cherish them so much . its a new concept to me, i think ive always taken them for granted & never really learned to show any kind of affection (especially physically / verbally). it was sort of a given that my baby sister knew i loved her through how i always poke fun at her and the way im super protective, or generally through random actions that it was all assumed . but recently its dawning on me that i dont show my love for them enough, and this whole thing is new and foreign to me but im loving it so much.

God has also been transforming me recently. the things im learning to appreciate in other people are slowly changing. today k.pu said something that really jumped out at me. a couple of months ago i would have melted over something like a dorky pickup line , but instead i melted over the proper way a christian male was supposed to 'preserve' a christian female. it may sound strange but i know i am still a baby in terms of my faith , but i praise the Lord that im starting to see in line with Him .

and of course ive said this before. praise the Lord for my housemates who tolerate my yelling and screaming and making of random sounds. they tolerate my bass. they tolerate all my bad habits. always willing to talk, always open, always super cute (haha hannah!!). so so so much love for them. & so excited for t.law!!

baha , 4AM . i was supposed to sleep at 1 :( .... never happens LOL . ill probably try to finish 2241 homework now and when im dead tired ill just hit the bed .