it's very enlightening getting back on track - feeling like T'm doing the right thing again . lately it's always been a constant struggle for me to accept that cant know everything overnight or read the entire bible in a day. i suppose the struggle lies with the fact that i feel like i will never be prepared enough, wont ever be able to love Him enough as i should and also as He deserves. on the same token its also good that i will always have something to improve upon, thats always important no matter the age or spiritual maturity.

speaking of that, i am feeling more and more blessed with each passing day knowing i have the constant support of my house, fellowship, family, logong, andrew & recently kevin to lift me up and push me back on track with God. to be able to judge critically and thoroughly understand a concept in which my faith is built upon and to have someone to always rebuke in love is such a privilege. all of this & my own rapid growth in God is making me ridiculously happy all the time, super exited to go to school, super excited to wake up in the morning.

really, its been a beautiful change .