thoroughly excited to grow and start over again. given, its a process - i think it will take a while for me to slowly crawl back to solid ground . after around 7 years, i am accustomed to thinking a certain way and given, it will be difficult to start growing back in the right direction - but everything is possible in Jesus.

i will probably send out some letters about this at the end of the year, but i definitely feel the need to say this now . telling people how much you appreciate them is often neglected, and it really shouldnt be - because just as they probably made your day , you can make theirs. im just super glad i live with the people i live with . seriously 95 essex, i have so much love for all three of you. its actually incredibly fun to be able to slowly discover people's habits & their character over time, especially if they are wonderful people. a is usually ecstatic about the littlest things, whether it be the strange foods she eats or things on tumblr or anything. shes not afraid to be transparent, she is always humble, and she is always happy for you, always there to comfort you and always encouraging. b is logical enough to always be able to encourage me from a third person view, shes not afraid to rebuke out of love whenever needed, and although some people may not understand her bluntness, i really like the fact that theres never an underlying message in it. h is like the baby in the house, shes such a joy to talk to and she is always so unbiased. although not home as much as the other two, she makes me laugh so hard when shes being creepy. again, i feel like shes always humble, shes flexible and always willing to accept things. these girls have been able to build me up so much, and i hope i will always be able to do the same for them as well. theres always so many positive things that i can learn from them, and in all honesty im so glad that God has put the four of us under the same roof.

so many other people i want to thank but have no time . ill make sure i do this eventually though. hehehe praise the Lord for 95 Essex !!