seriously this weather has been amazing, and i am so thankful that my Father created spring and season transitions because i seriously could not stop smiling . He knows exactly what i love and i love Him so much for that. 

finally got home at around 2am. b.leung, d.lee, t.law and i went to symposium just to bond with one another. at first i was a little hesitant about next years accommodation situation but now i know i am super pleased about living with t.law. shes adorbs! the more i get to know her the more excited i am about living across from her. praise the Lord : ) 

through discussion, we also brought up the topic of a fellow sister in Christ that has been pushing my buttons lately. i had finally gotten around to lowering my pride and coming around to talk to her about things (that i still think shouldnt be on me) because really, nothing but good can come out of conversing. however that piece of information angered me. why can she continue to play her games (consciously or not i dont care), and yet still inflict her confusion (why is she still even confused!?) on me. furthermore it is honestly nothing but unfair  for a close friend of mine, and myself. people around me have agreed that i should just be complacent and be nonchalant about it, but i feel like i just cant - like its still on me to mend things regardless if she has the right to ask. 

please give me wisdom and discernment Father God -You know whats best, and i definitely do not. remind me that i am nothing but a vessel. 

on another note . i want to eat home-baked hazelnuts . yes it is 3am - BUT I DONT CARE .