i was thinking about this when i was eating lunch ... what kind of person would i be without Jesus? if i never knew him , never went to church , what kind of person would i be? i feel like most people from scac would still be relatively the same because of their upbringing - i dont know many people in church who share a rebel phase as extreme as mine. but regardless i know i would be so different - probably swear a lot , loud music , i wouldnt hesitate to wear those lacebacktees (cause i still think theyre adorbs but i shall not because they are not modest) , so much more obnoxious and rebellious - and my friends from school definitely would facilitate it and id be an alcoholic of some sort . id probably have little respect for authority & put up a front to everyone i dont know / challenge me (i still struggle with that). id just very different , but undoubtedly id be very broken .

im glad God blessed my family and i by introducing me to the church when i was young . its actually scary thinking about it .

im only thinking about this because im listening to this plane - wizkhalifa and i super want to put lyrics up but theyre all swear words . only then did i realize how much my filter blocks out LOL