just went with a.ho and v.ng to metro ... yeah , a 4am grocery run . it was kind of ridiculous but i had so much fun with these two girls : ) even though i just met v.ng today , it was great being able to share with her how i felt about a brother in Christ that .. sort if is no longer a brother in Christ? yeah , but it was good . laughed at so many random things. so thank you God for bringing her into my life somehow .

i also got to share with my koin group my struggles lately . the way s.chan worded it was perfect - its true, i wear my heart on my sleeve and i just GIVE it to people ... i shouldnt do that , i should be guarding my heart! of course i dont just hand it to anyone, but i am persuaded so easily - i am just a sucker for certain things. it was so suitable that we watched voddie baucham's love & marriage sermons because it reminded me to wait . wait wait wait . and also to have faith that God will provide .

i have also lost a small object of great importance . its throwing me in loops trying to find it .. and im quite distraught (and tired ... only 3ish hours of sleep last night! - definitely getting too old for this). also no time to sleep in tomorrow, 2 assignments this coming week . but by the Grace of God i do not rest at all - ha, a drop in the ocean lyrics. but really, God gave me this opportunity to work hard - pushing myself a little bit is no big deal compared to what He did for me .

so tired , exhausted . and truthfully a little upset that i lost that object , because i super need it . but that is okay , God has provided me with more than enough , so i can live without that object for a while : /

ah , i will deal with this tomorrow when i am slightly more rested . byrrrrrr .

reminder to self: i owe 1.75$ to that jar :(
reminder to self #2 : JOY IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES . joy even when you lose things and joy when you're exhausted